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How It Used To Be
When I was younger I used to wish I were smarter.
Now that I'm older I wish I didn't know so much.
When I was younger I wanted any job.
Now that I'm older I don't really want any job.
When I was younger I wished I had a partner.
Now that I'm older I've discovered having a partner is twice the hassle.
When I was younger I wanted money.
Now that I'm older I wish money did not exist.
When I was younger I wanted to escape from my family.
Now that I'm older I wish I were still back with my family.
When I was younger I wanted to drive away.
Now that I'm older I can't wait to drive home.
When I was younger I desperately wanted kids.
Now that I'm older I desperately want to be a kid again.
When I was younger I thought all you needed was love.
Now that I'm older I recognise love sometimes just isn't enough.
When I was younger all I wanted to do was play games.
Now that I'm older I realise I was always playing the game.
When I was younger I wanted to be older.
Now that I'm older I wish I were younger.
Kela lewis-morin
When I was younger I used to wish I were smarter.
Now that I'm older I wish I didn't know so much.
When I was younger I wanted any job.
Now that I'm older I don't really want any job.
When I was younger I wished I had a partner.
Now that I'm older I've discovered having a partner is twice the hassle.
When I was younger I wanted money.
Now that I'm older I wish money did not exist.
When I was younger I wanted to escape from my family.
Now that I'm older I wish I were still back with my family.
When I was younger I wanted to drive away.
Now that I'm older I can't wait to drive home.
When I was younger I desperately wanted kids.
Now that I'm older I desperately want to be a kid again.
When I was younger I thought all you needed was love.
Now that I'm older I recognise love sometimes just isn't enough.
When I was younger all I wanted to do was play games.
Now that I'm older I realise I was always playing the game.
When I was younger I wanted to be older.
Now that I'm older I wish I were younger.
Kela lewis-morin
Literature
Expectations
The pressure keeps me going,
Yet holds me back.
The thought isn't comforting
It feels like an attack.
The sort that keeps me up at night;
Why my fingernails are short.
Like a dark and looming blight;
A disheartening exhort.
Better, better, better!
The expectation is quite blunt.
Never, never, never...
Exactly what they want.
I'm not the person I want to be,
Due to expectations.
Under the eyes that never see
My pain is their creation.
Literature
Suicide Is Not An Option
I find myself weaving the final stitches
Of a noose I have been working on for a while
I swore I’d use it by the time it was complete
If me and my sanity hadn’t reconciled
Each thread representing a flawed emotion
Which tightly woven together makes up my life
If you’re the one to cut me down from the rafters
Love, patience and understanding must be your knife
I find myself with a gun in my right hand
With only one bullet left in the cold chamber
I hand the loaded pistol with safety off
Blindly in to the hands of a complete stranger
Does this represent me opening my heart
And risking a life of abject, dismal sorrow
This Go
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Eternal Life [Remix]
Eternal Life [Remix]:
We are creatures of mortality
Born to live and die.
Yet there are those amongst us
Who resent the last goodbye.
They see it as an end to things;
The call of colder waves.
They have a fear of being trapped;
Locked away in graves.
But deep beneath the buried earth
No one hears you scream.
Pound and smash against the coffin;
End this horrid dream!
Kiss the flower of the reaper
Bear his blissful touch...
Soon you will be wisked away
Warm within his clutch!
But now you know the dreaded fear
Of why we cannot die.
We hear the reaper calling us
That we cannot lie.
In both our dreams and waking nights;
We se
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something i wrote today i was just thinking about how i used to view certain factors of life and how my interpretation has changed tried to put some reptition to hopefully well add to the emphasis of what im trying to say lol as always i hope it works out anyway hope you guys like it
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I want to go to Neverland now