One Way Conversation

One Way Conversation.


Why are you like this?
You're driving yourself to insanity.

                                                   I really don't know.
                                                   Its how I cope with this reality.

You shouldn't be this way.
It's a destructive mentality.

                                          Why don't you understand?
                                          Why are you questioning our compatibility?

You're not allowing me to comprehend.
Get rid of this shroud so you can finally see some clarity.

                                                                                       Stop attacking me I know you can see the truth.
                                                                                       Observe the injustice and the level of profanity.
Deal with it everyone else has to.
This is the real world expect no charity.
                                                             
                                                            What if I don't want to?
                                                            I refuse to live in a world with this much despair and disparity.



Sometimes I talk to myself,

But I never listen.

No matter how much they say I've accomplished.
                  
Something will always be missing.

No matter how far they say I've come.

I will always remain in the same position.

I am my own worst enemy.

Constantly forcing myself in to submission.

A victor can never be crowned.

I am a victim of my own internal collision.


Kela lewis-morin